Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Entry One: Let the Project begin.

Thank you, Nick Jonas.

Well, welcome! For those of you who are looking at this entry for the first time I want to welcome you to one of the biggest projects I honestly think I am ever going to do. I want you all to know that yes, I am a trypical teenage girl, erm...kind of, and the whole reason for me doing this blog is for me to show the world who I am. So, you, by reading this first entry, are going to be apart of this journey with me. You, my lovely readers, are my acountability partners. I know, that's a lot to put on you the first time we start something new, but it's true. You are going to be the people I look too when I am feeling like the whole world is out to get me. Please, understand that I have emotions and I am going to be ranting on here. Also, understand that I have Bi-Polar/Manic depressive disorder and it's hard for me to control my emotions sometimes. Also, like most teenagers, there are times when I just hate the world and don't want to be apart of anything it has to offer.

Now, onto what this whole project is about. From a very young age, I've known I was meant for so much more than where I am now. Now, that's not a stab to where I am and where I've come from, it's just the truth. However, the saddest part of all that is that I just now figured that out. I have been singing and dancing since I was three. THREE. And here I am, fourteen years later, just realizing this stuff. Honestly, it was because I was afraid. For years I have battled with people and judgement. I don't like it, honestly. I also have this huge problem with critisim, but hopefully we can get over that stretch as well. The whole part of this blog is for us, me and you, to help each other. I need you guys. You're my biggest supporters, crtitics, friends and enemy's as well. So, are we in on this together? I hope so.

Thank's for reading the first entry of the Musical discovery project. I hope we can do this.

Peace, Love and Music.
Paula

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